Friends or Blessings

ok ok i know people always say that the most random thoughts come to them at weird times well i had one of those times today laying in bed with a migrane and watching the OC when i started to talk to my guy friend steven and he started acting weird and then i realized that gbear had done the same thing and that just the other night brittain had also done the same thing why was this happening to me i could not figure it out till i realized that these boys see somthing in me that i dont even see in myself and they like it ahh they like me it is crazy talk yeah i know but if there is one thing i know its that the are my best friends and i wouldnt change that for the world so i have decided that i should avoid making any new guy friends becasue i cant stand to see the guys i care about hurt because they fall for me and i dont fall for them and even if i did i would never do anything to change the friendships we all have but just to be clear these guys are my best guy friends that i can tell anything to and not have to worry what they are going to think because i know they will always be there for me and they will always pull me up when i am down and pull me back down when i try to fly away from my problems these men truly are amazing and they sure are a heck of a great blessing in my life.